another selfish reason'

2007-04-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

xian.

on wednesday we won gold for syf. supposed to be happy thing lah, and i was like high all the way back to school. teacher dam good, say mon we go columbarium eat steamboat instead of cca, and go 1 month break from practice. man, thats 4 weeks can go home early, no need to rush hw liao.

but then at com lab met nghi. then he asked me bout interact stuff, den he said some things lah. quite a nice guy actually, he brought us to vietnam and is dam friendly. ahh. someone's freaking pissed with me, and yar he should be.

dam.

already told the teachers, and mrs tay was dam nice. but neva talk to miss tan, duno wad to say, i realli dunno how im going to talk to her next time, especially since i screwed up so many damn times.

btw, west side story by acs was dam good. the dances were like ohmygod, and yinrong was well, ahem. wayne was "where got people talk about the freaking riot for one whole hour one?" weiyang was "eh, go supper later." abel was "MY MUM" guowei was "SHHHH" and brandon was sitting beside me, laughing like hyena. but then their dances really dam good. how they do one!?

after that weiyang, bryan, siowkiat, weijie and i supposed to go supper, but then taxi can only fit 4 people, and weijies mom called to say got food at home, so he didn't go. he still dun wan tell me who that girl is. ><

weiyang: "i bring you all ah, to stephanie sun's favourite hideout."me: eat what?weiyang: spize roti prata shit.me: wth.
weiyang: oi, pay cab fare leh.
siowkiat: i no money lah!
me: ahem (act innocent)
bryan: walau i cannot pay, no money liao lah...weiyang: OI! you all still owe me money from just now
me: so?

so in the end siowkiat payed.

ended up was this crazy packed roti prata shop, called Spize. really, its like the roti prata house crowd, except that this place was much smaller. We ended up sitting just outside the kitchen.

weiyang: i want 2 egg prata.
siowkiat: (looks at the prata menu) where's the pratas?
me: (points) there lah.
weiyang: (laughs)
bryan: whoa, im dam hungry.weiyang: what you want?
bryan: whats a murtabak?
weiyang: (points at the huge prata on the plastic board above us) that one lor.
bryan: okay i want that.
weiyang and siowkiat: xiao arh?bryan: and two egg pratas. (pauses) and a milo dinosaur.

then he really order that lah!

bryan (when the murtabak came): this is what i call papa prata

wth.
then after we ate, we went home. weiyang walk home. asshole, live so near by. sk, bryan and i took taxi home.

xian. this good friday, i didn't do anything. see lah, derrick pangseh me.

sighs.

yet another useless post

i met a girl on a monday
took her for a drink on tuesday
we were making love by wednesday
on thursday and friday and saturday we chilled onto sunday
--craig david

2007-04-02T06:21:00.000-07:00

aaah

my life sucks

im like rushing five thousand things (five thousand seems to be my favourite numerical) everyday and doing only less than 1 thousandth of it.

of course its my fault lah. who ask me, start of year so slack keep going out.

now no time to even go out to buy a pair of sneakers.

aaaahhhhhhh

plus because of this, im getting people to be pissed with me.

duno if they really are pissed lah, but can gues rite?

damn. so much work. better go do.

one night and one more time
thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
he tastes like you only sweeter

one night yaand one more time
thanks for the memories
thanks for the memories
he, here, tastes like you only sweeter...
---fallout boy, cant remember the song name. ><

ps im dam emo now. xian.

2007-03-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

damn
i have like 2 weeks worth to talk about...
lets start with my holidays...
on wednesday i had my operation.which sucked big time.
the doc said tue must fast from 8pm onwards.then my learning lab ends at 7 pm, and there was a huge jam.so i reached home at like 7.45
then rush dinner, and i overshot by like 10 minutesdam worried lol
the next day supposed to report at 7am to the reception counter of Mount Alvernia Hospital, but then i was like sleeping, and woke up at only 6.55. then my dad was like, ask you to sleep earlier never sleep!
so we went to the hospital. then they brought me to the St Joseph's ward on teh 4th floor, room 437 i think. was single bed. Damn umm bare. One tv, one bed, one cupboard, one cabinet, and one couch. that was like at 7.50 am, i was like getting ready to get summoned to the op room, but then the nurse said the op would be at 10 am. I was like what the hell, get me wake up so early, in the end the op is 3 hrs later. so slacked in the ward lor.
but the best part was teh operation. a guy and a nurse came in with this roller bed, you know the one in drama shows whereby the pregnant and going to give birth woman is wheeled about in. then they asked me to get onto the bed, so i was like, why? can walk to the theatre what. some more the theatre was like, on the same floorr.....
den they wheel me there, park me out side the freaking operating theatre. what the hell. i was like just lying there, then there was another family there sitting on the chairs staring at me like a freaking zoo exhibit. i know i very shuai, but dun nid liddat rite!
haha joking
then they wheel me in after like 15 min. was a young intern. then he ask me what sch you in. i say raffles. then he smile. haha. then i went into the operating theatre, the anastheasist was there, dr juliana tan. nice doc. then they pierce my left hand with some needle thing, then attach tape. for the whole hospital stay it was just stuck there like a bloody id tag. turns out that they will be able to inject everyting they need into my body throught that needle thing.
first she inject like some kind of painkiller. "will make you go high, its like drinking beer." so she fed it into the tube, and seriously, really dam scary. started seeing double of everything. then you know i was like directly under the lights in the theatre, those huge huge ones that the docs use when operating. so i saw 8 lights above me. after like 15 min then no more effects, so she make me high again.
><
then when the doc came in, the dr tan say, ok, now you gona die. then she inject in the anasthestic.
so i sleep lor
when i woke up, it was dam pain. seriously. the wound there was freaking pain. they wrapped it in some cotton, then paste tape over it. seriously.
sumore cannot eat food. eat already then vomit. the nurse say cos the anaesthetic, then i will feel nauseous. so i ate my surprisingly tasty lunch of porridge, den vomited.
anyway. enough about hospital. my thoughts going haywire.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

shit im not making sense again....

WEIYANG! STOP POSTING TESTIMONIALS LAH!

ok thats it.

oh and check out chad vader. dam stupid.

and i realized that boa is nice music.

haha

no sense blog again.

shit happens.

2007-02-20T00:47:00.000-08:00

wha dam xian

i feel like shit man

like...

i duno lah its like i cant communicate with you or something liddat
its quite weird you know to be like that
talking but you dun understand...

sigh

everything feels weird when you're around

maybe if we didnt just use digital stuff

sigh

whoa xian

2007-02-13T04:57:00.000-08:00

aaaahh

bloody yin rong you asshole go tell yuda i like celene
wtf
plus the other stuff you said
RAHHS

today was damn mother toad
got double maths
which sucks, cos 4 days in a week we have maths for first period, which is super boring because we learning about coordinate geometry, which is like damn complicated...

square root of (x1+x2)^2 + (y1+y2)^2 = distance between points (x1,y1) and (x2,y2)

stupid maths.

den we had chinese by mr khoo kiak ern
zzz
he is new in school, and his teaching sucks.

ok actually his teaching doesn't suck. he tries to teach us ren2 sheng1 dao4 li3 like you liang liddat, but its the way he teaches it.

ok that is damn contradiction.

anyways

i think im gonna fail my first term sia

like half the time i dun have time to do work (whoo another contradiction)

1. come home
2. change
3. bathe/eat
4. bathe/ go do work
5. try to do work
6. try not to sleep and to do work
7. give up, go to sleep and copy nxt morning

which is bad for studies, riiiiiite?

oops gtg go see doc for my h*****

bb

waha

2007-02-12T00:58:00.000-08:00

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight
it ends tonight

again back lol

zzz

duno wad to post about
except about yinrong boontiong glenn and their quest for a valentine

lol

aah
xian
go do work.

XD

2006-12-18T20:30:00.000-08:00

you said we were an accident
with accidents you never know
what.can.happen.
so we were an accident
you'll always be my favourite...

---"My Favourite Accident" from Motion City Soundtrack

aahh

finally back from like, 5 years not updating?
even now i duno wad to talk about lah...

oh and janz wants to know about the vietnam trip...
so here it is...

ok.
first day was nothing lah, just like flying all the way to hue
which was quite fun on the way cos we were playing cards...
then wayne that cheater bid 5 no trump and then peeked at jianhui's cards and saboed him
dam funny

when we touched down all the vietnamese were there waiting for us
then nghi was wearing the raffles shirt
on second should give them ri shirts as souvenirs lol
but abit the weird
duno their size sumore

then we went to hotel and had dinner outside...

then shiggy keeyao and kevin got the bigest room lah
unfair

anyway we went up there (wayne and I and the others) and watched chucky
den wayne got scared of his elmo doll, which was stupid, considering that he brought it along and didn't let me touch it just now.

*.*

shit kevin calling me now
bb lol

lately

2006-11-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

they say

all things become clear at death

till then

i guess i'll just be

chasing the wind

and catching my breath

emotions aplenty

2006-10-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

Love
A last blaspheming of life
Calling
From the dark

And I
Will remember the times
That we spent
Together
Oh together

Into the truth
Into the world
In thy reflection
I always loved you

Tears
Rolling down our frozen masks
Falling
Into dust

And I
Will remember your hand
Nestling
In mine
Oh in mine

Into the truth
Into the world
It watches over
Everything you do
In thy reflection
I always loved you
And don't you forget
The simple love we shared

aww bother
cts are up
been mugging geog and hy
zzz

ahhh
and my msn hates me

ever heard of emo day?
dats the day when everyone in 2I goes emotional and starts crying for no reason
like when xn and bt got found out by their parents
and glenn...nvm

new teaching block is dam cool
the toilet is so dam far away from the class that it takes like 10 min for ppl to walk there and back

...ok lah its cos we keep looking at other classes on our way

but the bloody windows so big all the light come in canot even sleep
zzz
talking bout sleep
i having menopause or something lah
getting dam tired nowadays...

oh and happy bday to sharleen...

and RJ food is nice but dam slow
so unless we cut q there isn't any way...

was looking in my drawer the other day and found my pri sch diary
like p5-6
was reading it and laughing lah
dam funny all the weird stuff i wrote

now here's an emo song...

and just realized that my post isn't making any sense...
sigh
shall go to sleep

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
NO!!

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line
between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane

So tell me how it should be
Desperate,
I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

im confused

2006-09-11T17:39:00.000-07:00

told you everything loud and clear
but nobody's listening

ahaha
in com lesson again

so...
wad to blog arh
got so much stuff but so little time
zzz

ok juz finished a quiz
on variables or sumting liddat
got 25%
pro sia

rahhs dong beside me doing his quiz
muaha
cbool you

cbool!
cbool!

fine am being lame

shit aileen coming

bye

i hate my com.

2006-08-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

when the sun rises again
i will be there for you my friend
looking over your shoulder

i wish you
would miss me
the way that i miss you...

arghs.
my bloody msn hates me.
and i hate it tooooo....

XD

ahaha juz spoilt my fone.
dun ask me how lar...i came out of the bath then it was spoilt...
zzz actualli i dun mind lar...
+.=

now trying to do geog...
you know, those stupid ones which is a waste of time?

ok now shall talk about today...

zzz after com had maths...freee period cos mrs ng neva come...
pregnant wad...
or not? but her stomach is fat lah...

then recess we listened to biangs phone the recordings...
all the mr brown one...
then ivan kip laughing at teh "mai ham" one...
you noe, the spoof of "my humps"?
murhurhur then i think he choked...

history was boring so i listened to boon tiong's ipod
+D duno if ms tay(the hy one) knew anot...

den CLE had mr tan...
he talked bout sex AGAIN
i bet he wanted to make dong and i msg ppl wif our fones
zzz

aha
lunch was bloody fun
went to bubble tea shop
then like one third the class went lar
rioting around...
then we waited for all our waffles
and were late by 15 min
mr tan took down our names
coolio sia

den got scolded during cca by teacher...
dammit lar i dunno ok?
ahaha but ys knows...

den went to buy stix

and here i am

shit juz rmbred that tmr got bio quiz
bout heredity or some thing liddat
argh

and sry rach...
the plain sunset vid is 32 mb...
unless you got gmail...

and 6b im gonna make it on thursday!
ahaha but maybe i'll be stoning like before...

shit im being spastic

damn.

if it was up to me
i would have figured you out
before the year clocked out
oh i hope you're waiting

2006-08-27T18:18:00.000-07:00

lying in bed
watching the sun go down
in a dream
i loved you
by the way
i tried to say
im sorry

ahablogging during com lesson
XDits aileen chor, wad to do...
oh yar kevin your announcement was dam funnythe guy went up and jumped around and then disappeared
*.*
den you spoke in that funny monotonous voice LOL
no one was listening
was talking bout wtf mode in dota
XD

zzz i want to sleep...

just when i thought i was invincible,
you came and happenned to me

re: play

2006-08-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

ok...
finally gonna update my blog...

aniwaes...
ytd was dam fun...had soccer for pe...then it was class team vs odd and even reg...
round-robin knockout or something liddat
then i became goalie...
siao i sucked man conceded like 3 goals lar...
stupid shihao kick the ball so hard...
haha jkjk
cannot affect the morale of the best soccer team in sec2 cohort...
though if mansheng were still around then even better...

and then everyone got pissed with someone...
yes im looking at YOU
the loser
aniwae he wun read this right?

then after sch went home...
ate lunch...(my mums veg rox)

slept for a while (30 minutes)

then went back to sch...
reach at 3.30...supposed to go cca then i was like
wad the heck got to leave at 4...
so went library and slept again...

4pm i left sch...
and mrs smith come and scold me for wearing grey sox...
then mrs ng was just behind me dam paiseh...
after scold le i ran away...

then was feeling lazy so took 13 to j8...

then mrt to payalebar...
supposed to reach at 5 but then i reached at 4.45...
waited for the others...

5.03 then nigel came...then kevq and the 3 rvhs gals...then shiggy...then christina and her fren...
then we followed nigel to cchs...

then we rioted around in the auditorium...stupid nigel cannot sit still let us take photo...and christina...i nid a better lolly...XD

haha ceremony start...was msging dong...about gays and little kids playing gb on the mrt and HER...heheheheh

then went for refreshments...
rachel took a damn nice pic of kev and cheri...really dam pei4 lar...

then they left for dinner...and i had to go tution...zzz it sux man....

argh

went hm at 10.15...
ate two cups of ramen while waiting for rach to reach home...
then i went to sleep...zzz i know lar i dam lazy....

rahhs then i missed RAGE AND plain sunset's concert...dang yisin say damn nice...and i agree...

ok ok i noe dun have tagboard but can wait? haha

i wondered if anyone knew my thoughts

first post...

2006-08-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

yay
its 8.34 and i made a new blog...
kept forgetting my old ones XD...
haha anyway gtg soon...bro nid to use com...

kk bb...